Tonight, I'm feeling rejected, alone, and like I don't belong. I don't understand why life can be extraordinary one day and miserable the next. I'm worn out by these feelings, they've become quite common the past two to three years. I've always kind of seen myself as that loser kid who was left out and made to feel bad because of it. Most of the time not intentionally but nonetheless. I'm feeling emotionally and spiritually exhausted. I struggle because I feel like I have no one to go with my problems because I feel like I struggle so much I wear people out. I was thinking about this along wit he everything else tonight when this thought really hit me, God will never get tired if me asking for help. Anyone who has been around young kids knows all the questions can get frustrating and annoying but God will not get annoyed with us. He wants us to learn and grow towards Him and sometimes we learn the most by asking questions. I just found such comfort knowing Gods not fed up with me for this, He's not going to give up on me for crying out to Him to show me His will and how this can possibly be good. So tonight just be encouraged by knowing Gods not going to give up on you and He will never else you.
Amen! I am so thankful that he never gives up on us! God is good!
ReplyDeleteLet us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
Hebrews 4:16